That's Deep.

Yesterday, Sunday, was an off day for me. If you follow the blog on Twitter then you already know it was a day for hockey and a workout. Today was pretty shitastic. On Friday my commute home took me almost 5 hours due to our city's lovely road crews who did shit. The interstate was a flipping mess and to make it even worse the closed down roads that were being used as an out. So this morning was no different. Freezing rain and snow made the morning commute another shitfest. Although it wasn't a 5 hour delay, being an hour late to work is bad enough. If I never have to sit in miles worth of traffic again, that would be great.

Okay, I'm done with bitching.

In my middle school/ high school years, I battled with depression hardcore. Just a bunch of crap for a different post..Anyways, I've been able to get in control of my depression pretty well until recently. Lately, The depression I've worked so hard to overcome, is slowly but surely creeping back. I don't want to be around people, I hate going into work, I don't want to work out..All I want to do is sleep and watch Netflix. WHAT GIVES?  Unfortunately, no one in my family quite understands and it's not their fault. But I wish they would understand that my depression has a lot to do with my irritability. It's the reason why I snap at stupid things or stay quiet for days at a time. It's not fair to them but I can't help it. My mindset is so screwy when I'm having a "depression" day. The loneliness that follows is sometimes so unbearable, I cry myself to sleep. To make it all worse on those days it seems like every problem/failure is magnified.

I can't be the only person who feels this way at times.
Do you?
How do you cope?

Leave me a comment, lovelys!