Alright, so I'm not totally OCD but when it comes to certain things/situations, look out. The funny thing is, these compulsions came on as I got older. I can't really explain why, I just do it. No I don't do the wash your hands a million times or open and close the door repeatedly. Mine is more out of phobia.
CSFGirl's OCD List
(lists are joyful..they help organize everything)
- picking out the middle plastic plate or cup
- checking the time every 5 minutes (my worst, causing uber anxiety)
- placing my electronics a certain way
- if I'm making dinner (or any food at that) and someone adds or messes with it, I have to start over
- I have to eat with a large fork not a small fork(strange, I know!)
- I worry and stress out of anything and everything
There are a lot of other things that bug the shit out of me. For instance, if I can hear you eating, please just move away. I don't like when people rub your back when giving a hug. I could honestly go on and on. I usually shrug off my "OCD" but lately I've noticed it has been a burden. My parents get super annoyed with me, people at work think I'm being rude or ignorant when I check the times during a conversation, my sister gets pissed when I flip because she moved something of mine. The best of them all, I cry myself to sleep from all the worry and stress of the day. It sucks, at times, or all the time.
WHY CAN'T I JUST GO BACK TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS OF A CAREFREE LITTLE KID EATING POPSICLES AND PLAYING OUTSIDE.
Phew, glad I got that off my chest. I laugh every time I think about when I was younger how I couldn't wait to get older. Now I want to go the opposite way. Life was so much easier.
Do you have any OCDs?
Do they drive you nuts too?
Leave me a comment, lovelys!
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